a relationship i call "STRANGE AREA"

Hello Bloggers,
This time I wanted to talk about a relationship. Yes, it sounds a little odd haha I got this idea while reading a few e-mails, considering all the existing short message on my cell phone, and a few brief messages that I saved on the computer.

The relationship I have ever experienced for granted. Nothing challenging intrigued me even impressed. Anniversary gift, saying good night, the streets on weekends, take pictures, dinner and yes it was all normal. Why unusual? Because always the same in every person and always the same in every relationship that I live. I never felt there was something 'different' because they never make me angry, annoyed, or upset. Usually each person wants their relationship like that. But I do not. I'm bored with all the sweetness, was flat.

Until finally I've never had a relationship where I really felt a connection VERY different. Like a puzzle game, where I was challenged to arrange. In contrast to other relationships. This is more fun, I think. Here I learned to be patient, understanding, and thinking ahead. This is a really fun when 'you who are interested in him'. Felt more colorful and odd as before.

But in the end, not if there should be no separation early. That is not fair in life-I think-. And of course I always hated the bye. Ever.

The end of a relationship that sometimes makes us depressed, sad, shocked, bewildered, kept looking backward, and fixated on one person. There was terrible indeed, because I just felt 'I love you' while it was all over. 'I do not want you to go away from me' while I see you holding hands with a woman you love, but not me.
I have a friend, Nihaya Lestari. We have a story about a relationship that is almost the same. In fact I think a much better fate than fate.
We just realized 'I love you' while it was over.

We are just 2 people whiny women who can only blame the circumstances, we can only regret what has happened in the past, we can only see and can not say. Admiring from afar is a solace.

"at least he got someone much better than me"

frankly, I do not want to get stuck in a situation where I waited for the past came up and said 'come back to me, I want you to keep right next to "

No! I do not want to be a girl who believes false hope. Hope it can, but look at reality! Maybe only 15% hope it toward you. Hope everything right again can only be done in Wonderland.

Trying to be a strong girl so tough now, wiped tears, staring ahead, do not walk with my head bowed, and smiled to the world. Ikhlas. Only the powerful words to make me like this.

So, here I am today and so on. GITA PUTRI NEW! And now I'm not too concerned about what will happen to my relationship with the man to come. Let them come by themselves and let them go without injury marks on the soul:)

xoxo,
Giput

Random

There is sweet music here that softer falls than petals from blown roses on the grass, or night-Dews on still waters between walls of shadowy granite, in a gleaming pass

and a few days ago I learned a few sentences like this

'The best experience is the best which will never been forgotten. The experience which is good or bad '

I just realized how deeply the meaning of the sentence, which is every person must have a good experience. No one who only has a bad experience. Don't you? Experience is the best teacher in life. Experience producing memory. Memories like experience. There are good and some bad. The best memories to remember and bad memories stored enough (that I think) it's hypocritical if I did not have a good experience or bad experiences and good memories or bad memories. Sometimes bad memories like a calling, a smile on her lips while being broke. They call to mind and not just stored. Sometimes bad memories brought tears to my eyes this fall. My tears fell without a definite reason. Whether bad memories which I am eager to remember. Sometimes troubled haunts, the body could not say, only tears that can help. when they called me, I'm just confused. glued to a point where they forced me to look back.

Good experience, ordinary.
They are indeed the experience I'd like it to appear, while upset over entertainers.

But I can not want them to come together at the same time. Let them come alternately

Giput

the day

let them say
let them speak what they feel
let alone
provided they are happy with the way their lives each
and
let the wind blow through
let troubled hearts disappeared

oh yes
I'd love to tell you about my day
Tuesday yesterday I faced a chemical test, where I had prepared myself to the test
and you must know, I do it my own way hahahhaah
it sounds terrible, but what else to do. I did not learn earlier
and next Saturday at my school, report cards is making shadow
I was completely unprepared to see the results of studying for about 5 months

but
day of the coming week I plan to meet a friend, Gita Mariana
we will meet to tell some of the problems of life.
sounds a bit dramatic perhaps, but this is our life isn't it?
then, I plan to attend the screening of a movie with my parents
finally, I feel this is what we call the FAMILY


OK, now I have to do Biology report, but I just print it because my friend has done hihi

seeyou,
Gips

the stuff

hello all loyal readers hihi
I'd be happy to share some things that really I want

let's see
know what this is?




yes this is a camera and we used to call Lomo
lomo is a camera that often make mistakes but therein lies the novelty of this camera. my dad has had this camera.
a multicolor Holga.
lomo price was cheap enough, so from that I'm trying to save my money to buy a lomo:)
I want a lomo fisheye and a super sampler.

Super Sampler

Holga Multicolor

Fish Eye

hoping to get it on my birthday but I had to buy it myself
but my Dad said:

"if you buy using their own money, you become more appreciative of his hard to find the money, honey"

yes and I know how difficult it is to make money

and another
know what this is?



yes this is a wall-e dancing robot
it looks like a regular toy, but my eyes is more than just a toy.
This is what I want
and you know how much it cost?
nearly one million rupiahs, and you can listen to music if you connect it with your iPod
is this not more than just a toy?
I really love the wall-e. I already have a watch wall-e colored blue, and has been damaged: (
I intend to buy a watch wall-e again but I do not know where to buy these watches
I really wanted a room full of wall-e, wall-e bags, where the drinking wall-e, all shades of wall-e I want to

and a little story about this day
I enjoyed this day, not really.
unfortunately today I got a lot of homework to be done
I get a test tomorrow but I have not CHEMICALS studied at all
what should I do?
let alone tomorrow there is a computer class in the morning
and the bad news is
I'm not prepared presentation materials for tomorrow HAHAHAHA

yeah I've always wanted to continue to make a presentation for tomorrow and then I took a shower and have my dinner

bye
Giput